Today I had a major victory! I've been studying Psalm 91. This week I'm on 91:4. Which says (NLT) He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. His faithful promises are your armor and protection.
Today (3/3/2016) I got tested. I had some issues while I was sitting at my desk which caused me to have physical problems (heart fluttering, panicking, dizziness and shortness of breath). I started to go through a list of things of why it may be happening. After realizing that it wasn't what I ate, the smoke in the air or anything physical, I understood that it was a spiritual test. Yes, I cried, yes I gasped for air BUT through it all I quoted and applied Psalm 91:4. I even spoke out 91:1-3. I ended up leaving work early and missed an appointment. And for a while I thought I was defeated then God spoke to me and let me know that he was pleased with me. That I am a victor not a victim! Why? Because I did exactly what I was supposed to; I spoke his word and I applied it. I remembered that I am protected and sheltered under his wings. He made me see that I thought I was defeated because I was focusing on the physical and the fact that I missed an appointment. But GOD! I am alive, I am breathing, I am healthy! I won!